Monday, September 25, 2006 8:05 AM
till today. i realised i have a good family. but a fucked up life. i'm born to suffer all those shyts. one after one. i'm always the one who's suffering in de end. i dont need anything. i jus need you to spare a thought for me. i'm sorry for saying all those words on friday. i said that out of anger. hope that you can forget it soon. i'm sorry.this coming thurs will be the most important day in my life for me. the day that determines my future. i dont know what punishment will i get. i'm praying hard for jus a probation. but i'll still suffer with that. with all those stuffs. why am i jus so stupid to join in those shits. but it's too late to regret now. i can only make do with what the judge give.now. i've learnt a new way of handling such things from my mum. which is not to think so much. let nature take its course. and to stay happy. anw. really wish to thank my black& white cow, lame alisa for an wei-ing me all the while. xiexie xiexie [: ni shi hao ren. wo ye shi hao ren. wo men dou shi hao ren ! =Dhaha. shld be stopping here alr. take care guys.